Six: Tadpole

We have just passed week six, and the gender of our baby is just now being determined.  He or she looks like a tadpole with a tail and budding arms, and is 1/8 inches long.  This past week has been the, "Holy moly, we're actually having a baby!" week...although we were planning, I'm not sure anyone can fully prepare to be a parent.  I can only imagine we have quite a journey ahead of us!  I will be the first one to admit I'm not sure how to be a parent--or even how to be pregnant, but I'm so thankful for people around us who are amazing mentors and guiding lights to us.  I have found that no matter what you face in life, it's important to surround yourself with trusting, sound, solid individuals and support.

We have already started to do our research for our "birthing process", I have found that everyone's birth is very personal, and I value the ability to be able to choose how and where we have our baby.  We are continuously gaining some helpful books and resources, but two of our favorite documentaries so far have been "The Business of Being Born" and "Pregnant in America".  They are both insightful films and definitely give good food-for-thought on how babies come into the world.

My brain is over-saturated with information on pre-natal diet, yoga, birthing options, optimal pregnancy health.  Although I rarely read books of fiction, I thought the other day how I should probably pick one up to give myself an alternative focus.  I have been a little queasy, some days more than others, but any sickness has been manageable.

Although I've started this blog, the "cat isn't out of the bag" completely.  Since we're only at 6 weeks, we have only told our family and immediate network, but are waiting a few weeks longer to share the news with many of our beloved friends.  Although we are confident our little one is growing strong, the first trimester is always a volatile time in regards to fetal development, and we want to make sure he or she is safe and sound.

May I know the right thing with all of me
and do it no matter what the pain. 

A hard road lies before me, shining ones, 

a road filled with great difficulties, 

a road filled with great joys. 

Guide me along it. 

Be at my side